Hahaha today was paisehish.

After school Meera, Farhah and I were seriously singing aloud and making so much noise in class while other classes were having their Oral exams! We could be heard fromt he next block!! Wakakaka

A bit paiseh when Astrid came over to tell us to quieten down haha. Cos she saw us doing some dumb actions while singing wakakakakaka. Its so funny. but hey, it proves what loud voices we can have if we wanna.

It's fun.

I think I need to change my blog skin abit. I think I'd redo the whole thing and change it to something simple yet nice. :)

Ciao!

French horn endurance!!

Today was the most ultimately satisfying band day for me so far.
All this while I can never manage to hold my horn for about 15 minutes. But we sec twos (and winnie) have proven to ourselves and the seniors that we could hold our instruments up for an hour!!

Course we cheated a bit.

But AN HOUR! The realization slapped me hard in the arm. Yes, the arm. At first after a whole hour of endurance (and keeping ourselves busy by singing and laughing), and when we were finally given time to rest, my arm hurt like hell. Ah, but it was worth it. The pain still ingers now, but its nothing much. It faded away!! Yay!!

I have this feeling that I'd be the one holding the single horn when all sec twos are supposed to hold the double horn. Aaaargh I feel so useless but nvm la. All that's left to endure now is the embarrassment.

So after sectionals, went to take the bus with Firza, Mardhiah, Fiany and Kamarul to PP. I dropped at PP, met Meera there, went to PP for a while, and then we headed to Pasir Ris, where I went straight home from there. Along the entire journey to Bedok interchange from PP, Meera was telling me the whole story of what she and Jana did at MPH cafe while I was away for band. Hahahhaa they had lotsa fun. I'm jealous.

k lah bye now!

PING PONG!!

Hahaha today phat was amused that I took part in PING PONG for the 50th Anniversary games day shit.

The irony of today is soo great, I can't keep it to myself any longer.

School. First period had PE. It was dumb. Meera, Jana, Jin Yi and I went under the rotanda to play badminton. I was playing like a complete fool. Wakakaka I was high. Then I whacked the shuttlecock upwards and the badminton racket slipped out of my fingers and hit my forehead. Hahaha I whacked myself with a flying badminton racket!! It still hurts. hehehe

After school. Changed for the games day. And slacked in the canteen, writing in the burn book. I sat around with phat, fatin, si jia, alison, farhah, sod, fewanza and afini... I didn't talk much, just wrote in my burn book. I had nth to say anyways.

Then Meera came back from her Science prac test and we proceeded to the hall to play ping pong. Hahaha we were both laughing like loons because we knew we would definitely lose the first round no matter what ( we joined for fun, i've only played it once)

WAHAHAHA we beat 2H in the first round. That was the irony. And then we had a short break, and then we went against 2G. Me and Meera were the only two team members (supposed to haf four!) and we're girls!!! We beat the guy's damn arses! Wakakakaka. But before the match against 2G, Meera and I were desperate to find a guy to help us in the match. Shi Geng helped out. And we beat 2G!! YEAH!! Wakaka IRONY!!

So now we're up against 2J this April 13th. I've heard 2J people are damn good. We're so screwed. So so so so screwed.

But being the belos that we are, we dun care! We already secured ourselves 2nd place, and we're happy. We seriously didn't expect to get to the finals at all. Like we said, we expected to lose the first round already. Luck was on our side. The umpire made us match against easy to beat classes wakakaka.

K lah ciao!

PING PONG!!

Hahaha today phat was amused that I took part in PING PONG for the 50th Anniversary games day shit.

The irony of today is soo great, I can't keep it to myself any longer.

School. First period had PE. It was dumb. Meera, Jana, Jin Yi and I went under the rotanda to play badminton. I was playing like a complete fool. Wakakaka I was high. Then I whacked the shuttlecock upwards and the badminton racket slipped out of my fingers and hit my forehead. Hahaha I whacked myself with a flying badminton racket!! It still hurts. hehehe

After school. Changed for the games day. And slacked in the canteen, writing in the burn book. I sat around with phat, fatin, si jia, alison, farhah, sod, fewanza and afini... I didn't talk much, just wrote in my burn book. I had nth to say anyways.

Then Meera came back from her Science prac test and we proceeded to the hall to play ping pong. Hahaha we were both laughing like loons because we knew we would definitely lose the first round no matter what ( we joined for fun, i've only played it once)

WAHAHAHA we beat 2H in the first round. That was the irony. And then we had a short break, and then we went against 2G. Me and Meera were the only two team members (supposed to haf four!) and we're girls!!! We beat the guy's damn arses! Wakakakaka. But before the match against 2G, Meera and I were desperate to find a guy to help us in the match. Shi Geng helped out. And we beat 2G!! YEAH!! Wakaka IRONY!!

So now we're up against 2J this April 13th. I've heard 2J people are damn good. We're so screwed. So so so so screwed.

But being the belos that we are, we dun care! We already secured ourselves 2nd place, and we're happy. We seriously didn't expect to get to the finals at all. Like we said, we expected to lose the first round already. Luck was on our side. The umpire made us match against easy to beat classes wakakaka.

K lah ciao!

DnT photo frame completed!

Wahfuuu!!! (Forget what it means, it sounds amusing! :P)

School. I've finally completed my DnT photo frame thingy... And I LIKE it! I think it's really smashing! :P
Who would have thought that defying the teacher's orders would give you such an interesting looking photo frame? Ms Loo advised me not to do that particular shape of a guitar (it turned out to be a star anyways :P) but i did it anyways. And it looks smashing!! (to me la)


Hahahaha and seeing Ms Chong run today was amusing.

And no NCC Sea guys in school today and tomorrow! Freedom!! Wakakaka actually, it makes no diff whether they're around or not actually. So I dun really mind.

Bye now! And shall all my daftness fade. NOT. I like being a daft duck. QUACK!
And BAWC! Wait, ducks don't BAWC around. But daft ducks doo! Cockle-doodle-DOO!

Shit.

Ciao!

BLOG ANNIVERSARY!!

Haha confession time!!

This blog is supposed to date back till AUGUST 2004. Aha! A primary 6! This blog started when I was a primary six!! But end of last year, somehow, my blog just got deleted somehow. I got the shock of my life. All my memories from August 04 till December 05 were lost. I was sooo upset. All memories that lasted for over a YEAR.

I was pissed.

Then I started a new one with the same link, same stuff... But it's not the same as the old one. The older one contained many more memories that i held so dear.. the kind of memories that you'll laugh at when you become older... Gosh, I got so irritated I stopped blogging for awhile until I couldn't take it anymore.

well thats it.

Hmmmm...

Lately, BMPTK guys seem different. Wonder if they're really okay, even if they claim to be. It's like the whole world just changed for them. They've become different! But irritants shall always remain as irritants. And arses shall always remain as arses. What to do?

Band. Endless endurance. After lunch on Sat, had drill session with this guy whom I shall not name. I could have sworn I got too irritated by his damn unfunny 'jokes' and his complete gayness. It irritated me sooo much, I was gritting my teeth and my lips yearned for control from swearing. My eyes were squinting in irritation and my breathing was ragged. I guess.

But Yvonne saved the day! While spinning, she came up to me and said "Good job, keep up the good work." Wakaka, I could have sworn because of that little remark, my chin was raised proudly, not defiantly.

Matters of the heart. Well not exactly lar, cos I'm not really the super emo type. But I just realised something. I'm FREE!! I don't fancy anyone! Woooohoooooo!!! But it feels funny to have someone fancy you and you don't fancy that person. At all. And he's been pestering you. And you'd never fancy that person. And he knows that. But he won't stop. And sometimes you feel like slapping him in the face to wake him up, and say "DAMN YOU, sooo many BETTER girls out there. So stop annoying me and get this: GIVE IT UP."

But it hasn't happened to me yet... Or has it? ;)

That's it!

Lately, my life's been a mess.

Lately, my life's been typically aight.

First off, it's not my fault that K feels damn upset. Not mine. Not Jana's. Not Meera's. It's HIS very own fault, thank you very much! :P
Anyways, nobody told him to mess around with my heart, and my friends.

End of K.

Lately, band pracs. It's really starting to bore me nowadays. At least going home with BMPTK is always lotsa fun. The tone on my horn sounds as though shit was squirting out of someone's damn ass. I'm such a bad player. but Zhen said my drills were slick! Woohooo!!!! (15 claps for Nadia!!)

School. Mr Justin Tay has finally left the building. Gonna miss him!!! wakaka. He turned out to be a fun teacher after all. Now some weird female teacher is gonna replace him. I hope she's as fun as the two previous teachers we've had before.

Doing okay in studies these days. Tend to just switch off in class and stone. But then suddenly i would snap and pay attention and then i'd switch off again.

Now to the SCANDALEYEZED BURN BOOK (or whatever you call it)

It looks damn smashing!! I love it to bits and pieces!! And not to mention all the crap writtren inside... I can't wait to read it all together with Meera and Jana. We'd laugh and cry over these memoirs.

Well then ciao!

Saki sushi!!!

haha today was an aight day for me. I'm happy for Firza. Really.

And Ameera was falling sick. I dun mind getting abit of her cough tho :P

Anyways, school = boring. But I finally understood MATHS GRAPHS! Such a great accomplishment. I feel like smacking myself in the face to let myself know this is real. Okaaaay maybe I do exaggerate a bit, but who cares?

Got this new guy in class. He looks Arabish. His name is shariff or sth. I dunno. he doesn't seem to be on the nerdy side, but we all know he's not mattish cos of his bag and his hair. We can just pray that he will not be a mat tk menjadi as well, cos he seems to be mingling with the faggot five... so now what, the S-hole Six??

During English lesson halfway Ms Chong showed us all the pictures she took during cohort camp, Be Our Guest and Character education tower building. Those that contained my face should not be there! Especially the kayaking pictures at cohort camp. Haha memorable shots, but if I still liked that guy I went kayaking with, those pictures would have meant more to me. but nay, they don't at all.

So after school, went to PP and ate at Saki Sushi. Yummy sashimi and crab sushi and unagi sashimis that revolved on those revolver thingies. I ate only two plates tho, cos I had to save up for tmr BMPTK lunch outing.

And we slacked there, refilling our water again and again... And Jana almost spilled one whole cup of her water all over us. I escaped in time, but Ameera's skirt wasn't spared at all. :P

So after that we went to MPH and bought a few stuffs for our sec 2 life. A BURN book for SCANDALEYEZED! I'm first to report in it! yeah!! wakaka

So dats all. I gotta write in the burn book now. HISTORY OF SCANDALEYEZED, white over black. Wakakaka so cool man we write down events that happen now, and add in some pictures and then in sec four, before the last day of sch, we shall look back from start to finish.. it shall make us cry.

YEAH AND CIAO!

I dun heart u.

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! DUN DWELL ON THE PAST. AND I ROCK! :P

YOURS TRUTHFULLY,
NADIA.

Heartbreak!!

I broke someone's heart today.
It didn't feel good at all. I hate the feeling. I made someone cry. I did this. I hate the feeling. I feel so bad!! I feel sooo so bad! WHY have I done this?

I need a hug desperately... I want to go back to school to grab a hug from jana and meera and firza and nadiah and... OMG I need a hug.

Apologies to that someone. I'm damn sorry but we all know we have to face the facts.

Crushed.

Today had band. It was fun. But my section got screwed and chewed.

Anyways, end of band was the time most events happened. I know what's going on, I just like to act slow and dumb and annoying. I know I know I know! I like to pretend I don't know anything so at least I know how to deal with people teasing him(B) about me.

A was trying to make B jealous by coming near me and flirting around, purposely but jokingly. A and B had a mini quarrel but i dind't bother to hear. My first time when people compete over me. I hate it. friends will be friends and they are friends. I dunno if theyre kidding outside and really wanna box each other inside. I dunno. I dunno. I dunno. I wanna noe though. So I shall ask them. I shall try.

I really dun mean to perasan but I hate this alot. I really do. I know, but I dunno. Confusing, but true.

A gd friend of mine whom I've helped yesterday, has agreed to help me. He's a guy so he noes better about this kinda things. He had girl probs so he asked me haha. He's helped me to sort em out from his point of view. Boys usually share the same point of view and I like his point of view.


I've never felt this way before. It's been so long since I've been crushing on somebody so much. I've forgotten how to react. I've resumed my ways of blogging only about that person. I've resumed to becoming that person whom I used to be, and who I am hates who i've been :P

I like contradicting myself to see which side is stronger. then I'll follow the stronger side.

I find myself dumb. Shit.

ciao!

BAND CAMP!

Band camp!! 11th to 14th March!!

It wasn't really as much of a hell-hole as I thought!
The trainings were intense and I turned charcoaly, but heck. I had fun! especially at night.

usually night time have games and all... But the only thing that makes band camp fun is BMPTK!!

At night we slept in the usual dorms, in the A to J blocks. I bunked in with Firza at 1J. First night not counted for us, cos we had to go home to rest our dying souls that had been deteriorating since cohort camp.

We returned to school on the second day of camp (again) and did drills and all. Lunch, and then mooore drills and then dinner and shower. and then fun time (or so they say). We had to play this 'banana game'. It sounds DUMB doesn't it? But hell, we had to play the BANANA GAME. Basically its about a banana coated in nutella. you have to stand in one straight row in your group, muslims in front, passing the bana to the other person in line, using nothing but ur MOUTH. Disgusting! Drop it and forfeit.

I was the first person, and I had to do it with none other than adli. oh my god sheiser man. I couldnt stop hesitating cos its just too gross!! i wanted to get it over and done with but i couldnt bring myself to. I squeezed my eyes shut and end of story. After my turn ended, I sorta half-broke down and wiped away tears that welled up in my eyes cos I squeezed them too much haha.

Anyways, I bunked in with Firza at 1J, as I said.
We laid out our sleeping stuffs on the floor and slept on the floor. Duh haha. Woke up at 5.30am when fall in time was only at 8. We (Firza, Mardhiah, Fiany, Yi Guan, Sarah, Indah and me) went down to bathe and went up again to sleep again to avoid morning rush.

third day was aight. third night's games were wet and sick. Splashing tofu water on me almost amde me wanna puke. Smearing colgate onto my face and down my neck stings. Haha but its fun. After the wet games, we bathed and we ate some horrible shit food. I couldn't finish it. I hardly ate it. Kamarul finished his in a flash. Oh yeah, almost every meal, I sat down with BMPTK!!

third night was fun. Mardhiah's birthday was on the 14th, so Firza and I stayed up for a few more minutes to wish her a happy birthday at 12 am. Woke up at the same time as third day.

haha sume bmptk je eh.

B.udak M.elayu P.ancaragam T.anjong K.atong

I salute that smartass who came up with that.
Finally the fourth day came. Couldn't wait to go home. band camp was finally over, but I missed it terribly. My parents fetched and brought my bro along. My friends adored him haha. They couldn't help noticing the severe colour difference in skin tone hahaha.

It was funny. My mum kept saying "Ni bukan anak mama nie... Anak Santhya ade la!"

Whoever santhya is, i dunno, but its amusing.

Summarising the minor little events lah.. Malas nk type semue...

K ciao!

Today

Heya!

yesterday had band from 1 to 6. Half of the time was spent at the national stadium. Fun.

Went back home, taking bus 10 from behind TKG. on our way to the bus stop, some stupid things happened and I dun wanna be perasan.

Took bus 10 with Firza, Mardhiah and Saeful. We chatted incessantly about lotsa stuff and laughed a hell lot. It was fun!!

At tamp, mardhiah blanja me oreo ice-blended! I was in a state of 'NIRVANA'. Haha it was soo yummy! Wakakaka nice ice blended! Nice!

Today, went to jana's house to prepare stuff for IPW. it was funny!!
Went there, and Ameera showed me the pocong video her bro caught on cam. It was like laughing in the background while ppl were trying to parkour... ahaha it was seram but funny. It went "hee hee hee"

OMG imagine a damn pocong hee-hee-heeing at you!! wakaka scary but funny.

Then we (Jana, meera, nadh and I) went to tanah merah interchange and took the train to simei. Jana blanja me makan!! (second time in one post)
We talked, laughed, took a few pics...

then we headed to starbucks. We were discussing our major problems in life for the time being and my friends gave me a great solution.
(NOTE: Nadh had left by then)

So we lepaked for a while, praying the birds perching on the railings on top of us wouldn't shit on us.

Then wtvr wtvr, then time to ciao.

k BYE.

(I realise now that right now, none of these posts matter. But when we grow up and look back, we'll laugh at all the shit we've done.)

Cohort camp!

I'll blog about cohort camp first, band camp later.

Cohort camp was tiring but fun!! I turned as black as a k*l*n*, if u noe what i mean.
First day, spent over an hour waiting for a nice tent to be set up (we didnt even lift a finger while others suffered)

then we moved into the tent.
we = Meera, Jana, Nadiah, Farhah, and me.

Our tent was right opposite Firza's.

Straight after that activity we had some ice-breaking session i guess. I forgot.
Then after that had team-building games. Jana couldn't stop calling our student leader Huan Wen a pondan.

She'd be like "Oi, pondan! Shh!"

Then had outdoor lunch. Couldnt get fire to work. haha and muntaquim's group was the same also. me and nadh paired up tgt for this and jana ate alone cos shes veggie. meera and farhah paired up. farhah and meera were in another grp, whereas me and jana and nadiah were in one grp.

then we changed to our wet attire and went KAYAKING!!! It was funny!!!
But the downside was the the trainer instructed us to pair up boy and girl. WE (u know hu) stood tgt in one group, saying guys shd make the first move haha. no lah juz kidding!!! :P

The malay guys kept to one group. Elyasa made the first move. "BEATRICE!!" he exclaimed. hahahah. Then he shouted again this time "woi NAD! Kamarul nk kau jadi partner die! kamarul nk KAU!!!"

i ignored them when all but kamarul started sniggering.

Kamarul walked up to me and then he asked me to be his partner. Okay! So i went with kamarul. Meera went with Rashid, that poor belo. Meera kept hitting his head with the paddle accidentaly (cos she sat behind) Farhah went with samuel (tkde choice katekan) Jana went with Zul. Nadiah went with Kian Han.

Kamarul almost always splashed sea water into my mouth. I kept sputtering and buzzing and he would turn behind and be "eh kau okay tak?". then our whole kayaking journey to the red flag at sea, we talked a bit, discussed our route etc. It was my first time kayaking with a guy! what to do? Just kept a bit quiet and nervous and paddled.

But it was like a moment of 'nirvana...'.

the had raft making. funnY!! our group eight spent so much time building and tying the thingy. we brought it out to sea and it collapsed. So we had to do with two bars tied together hahahha. The other group seven did a great job with the structure and tying and brought it out to sea with ameera, nas and rashid aboard. aboard our raft was hui ying, muntaquim and so kaixun. The funny thing was, our group stayed afloat the longest!!! hahahaha it was soo funny!

then WE went back to shore, drenched oursleves with water from the shower heads outside and then changed for dinner. dinner was quite boring but we talked alot.

Day TWO!
breakfast! i think the food at the cohort camp was great! after breakfast went rock climbing!

My group got to do the higher wall, while the other got to do the smaller one. I slipped thrice and I'd be like "SHIT!!"
And kamarul would start laughing and say to rashid "woi, shid, die panggil kau ah!"

haha then after that, the low ropes. Fun again!

And then fake campcraft, and then lunch! And then Urban Challenge, roaming around tuas to look for some weird building with a star. We found it in about an hour or so, and then we sat around, singing our newly composed cheer!

We returned to camp, and sat around at the open carpark. The mat2 tk mejadi threw little stoneys at the whooe lot of people opposite them and we threw it back. Dorang yg nk cari psl, bukan kite...

then dinner, and we went back up to our tents at the tennis court and changed into our campfire shirt. Campfire was damn fun. I could feel the 2F spirit soaring so high at that time. But unfortunately some faggot class that goes by the name of 2A won the best class award the next morning during prize giving presentation.

Pissed with that fact, but happy overall. I rate the camp a 7.8/10!

On the bus ride back home, I sat alone cos ameera wasn't around (she went to batam) and I used my sleeping bag as a pillow. I hugged it and slept..it was sooo comfy! Then when I woke up sherwin was chuckling at me. He said we all slept very funny haha.

Then all sec 2 band members had to assemble under the rotanda for band camp. i really thought it would be hell, but no, i had fun..

That's it for COHORT CAMP!

Moulin Rouge

Hey.

I think Moulin Rouge is one of the only movies that can bring back such vivid memories of 6 Wisdom. I think it's the best I've ever watched. So heart-warming, and heart-wrenching at the same time.

God i think I'm turning emo. But nah, I'm doubtful. Moulin Rouge, just watching that movie makes me turn all emo.
It has such beautiful quotes about love and life. Such beautiful quotes.

"I will love you until my dying day"
"The greatest gift is to love and be loved in return"
"Believe me when I say I love you"
"Today's a day when dreaming ends"
"...a story of love that will live forever. The end."

Beautiful. I can assure you that tmr morning, I will never be able to stop singing Moulin Rouge songs, the songs that I'd picked up in p6. Songs that bring back such vivid memories.

ANYWAYS
Band.

I was fucking frightened when tracy told me there was bad news in store for me. I thought maybe I'ma be sent to the auxillary post or sth. Then tracy told me "the bad news is your horn. You're gonna hafta take the double horn. You're gonna cry."

And indeed, I almost bawled. But my eyes just got wet cos its too much pressure. I think it overspilled or sth but I got that covered! Nobody to think me weak! I can hold out just as well as boney Michelle can, if I try (And i wouldn't start crying and get all comforted by Fiona)

Then went to CCAB. One word to express that place: eventful-yet-boring. But then when we went there yesterday, I was sorta teasing this guy about a senior whom I thought he liked and we were both drinking water then so he just held out his hand all of a sudden and I asked him "what? what do u want?"

Im not gonna elaborate further. But gd thing we were wearing gloves!

Must put in effort! Must impress seigniors! Or seniors, whatever.
Haha must be GOOD senior to sec ones! And there's this sec one horn player by the name Rachel.

She's aight I guess. Can't talk bad about juniors can I?

I'm so damn tanned. Standing at the field for hours and hours and hours. And getting all sunburnt on the T-zone area on my face. But fortunately, there was some sec one's parent who decided to sponsor free ice cream puff to all of us band members! It was yummy, but not satisfying.

School tmr. Bye now!

History prsentation 2

Today was aight.

Me and Jana topped the class in English!! And believe it or not, we both tied with exactly the same marks overall!! 74.4%

Just 0.6 marks to A1!! But nvm, I'm THAT happy! Twice in my life have I experienced topping the class in something, and for that shall i give myself a nice pat on the back. Ow, okay maybe that was abit too hard hehe.

Music was plain shitty. That new music teacher is a disgrace to malays all around the globe. He's...he's....a fucking gay. I can swear to that, he's fucking gay. Bapok. Pondan. Whatever. I still think he's got the woman in him. Hahahahaha while he was talking, I couldn't stop giggling. Fucking funny.

After school went McD (again!!! AAARGH!) to have lunch. My besties bully me, cos I'm youngest >:P

Then we separated and I headed back to sch for sectionals. Marc said we should breathe using our diaphragm. We tried, and a few secs later, giddiness swept over us haha

Then we suddenly tried dancing. I'm damn bad at it hahahaha. My sis and mum can dance, but that doesn't make me much of a dancer eh.

Then we did horn gimmicks!! fun fun fun!! boring boring boring! half of each x3!!

I'm done.
And I just found out that the mly guys in class have tried "matchmaking" them to us mly girls from far away haha and it was damn funny hahahhahahahahah!!! As in, they imagine and pretend that kinda thing hahahaha

Its so dumb.

Bye!