About ppl not reading my blog..

hey all.

I suppose people DO read my blog and there's no reason for me to stop blogging.
Well, I never wanted to actually. hehe

Blogging is fun. You just let your feelings out. (But we must be careful. this is an online thingy, and anybody can gain access to it. Just don't type anything to offend anybody okay?)

So... i guess I'm sorry if I have made false accusations. Actually, I don't even know what the hell I'm talking about. So there's no need to sue. I don't own/pay for this blog, so I still don't know what the hell i'm blabbering about.

ATTENTION ALL SEC ONES 2006:

I am very certain you realise that in two days time (as of 30th dec 2005), you will all officially become secondary one students. And since i'm very sure no sec one 06 is gonna read this, I'll let those who aren't just read anyway. Anyhoo, if you happen to join Tanjong Katong Sec. Sch., do not hesitate to try your best at the choir auditions. But if you don't feel like joining choir, (Pls note that TK Choir never fails to get gold. Never) there's always band.

Tanjong Katong Band has a reputation of receiving gold awards since...uh.. No idea. But a long time back..! Anyway, the TK Band participates in both indoor and outdoor competitions. In indoor, we get gold, in outdoor, we also get gold, so no fret. You'll definitely gain more than enough CCA points to bust you out of secondary school. (No offence other school bands, I'm not being biased, I'm just stating the facts *wink*). Or if you don't want to go to practice twice-thrice a week, there's always NPCC, with pracs only once a week. But trust me, you'll hate it at first, but then you'll love it as time goes by...

If you happen to regret joining TKSS, you will lose the feeling soon. you'll meet new friends, they'll love you; you'll love them... Crushes, gossips, rumours, OMs (oh gosh)...
Sure, the school is cheapskate... But then the school is turning 50 next year so give it a second chance okay? *cough*

Well, i guess I'm done. But if you happen to be a sec one 06 next year who's gonna join TK, don't hesitate to tag and ask questions. Geez, I can't believe I'm saying all this even though I'm just a mere sec one this year. How did I get to talk as if I knew everything, i don't know.

Well, ciao.

Changes to my blog

I've made sevral changes to my blog.
I edited most of the nonsense I stated in the left column.

I also got rid of the resolutions.
It's too bulky. I know i can never accomplish those goals. (remember the one saying that I have to confess whatever shit? Well, now that I am not interested in anyone anymore, I guess it's alright to strike it off permanently.)

I find myself writing stories lately (but I will definitely leave it hanging and will never complete it. I never have completed my stories. Gosh, I really need to focus more.)
I am currently stuck to a 'novel' about this guy who regrets being in a satanic cult.

But now I realise that I don't know anything about satanic cults, so i'm just gonna leave it hanging. Damn.

But if I have another interesting story, I will most probably post it in some sort of website. Perhaps freewebs. Or maybe blogger.
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I should stop blogging permanently. Seriously. Cos people usually come here to browse through my profile and tag. Some even don't. Oh gosh. I think the only person who actually reads my posts is isk.
And I haven't even met him yet.

Well, that's all.
Ciao.

my hairstyle is not THAT bad.

I realised something. My hairstyle now is not new. It's old.
It's the exact same hairstyle I wore in primary five. But I only realise it now.
I remember this guy saying that he prefered it when my hair was like that, after seeing our primary five class photo.

So I guess my hair's not so bad after all.

Well, I learnt my lesson though: Not to cut my hair without the presence of fashionable friends. And I mean friends. Some people who come along with me to cut my hair who are not my friends but who can give good advice, chose not to cause they knows they just suck and want to die an early death.

To them, I say:
Fuck you.

November 14

I've been thinking lately.

Everytime I see the date 'November 14th', my brain starts whirring. It sort of reminds me of something. I don't know what. I feel like as if on that day, something important had happened.

On the downside, I cannot check my web log archives as they all got deleted by some weird unearthly being.

On the upside, it's a good thing I don't care.

But then again, there's this part of me that wants to know so badly that I must ask every one of my friends whether a historical event happend on that day.

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I cannot believe I just added someone on Friendster whom I do not regard as a 'friend' at all. I don't even think I know her. I'm not close to her, I dislike her, I even try not to make eye contact with her. But why did I add her? Because she was the one who requested for it and I would feel bad to turn down such a great offer.

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I went to Ameera's house yesterday. Turned out I stayed longer than I thought I would. I got my dad to fetch me at 9.30 pm. And then fetch my mom at the airport (she works there). It was fun, I must say, but I wish the fun didn't have to end so abruptly.

Ciao.

Yay!

Hurray, thanks to iskandar, the striking problem is solved!
Thanks alot, isk.

Anyway, the other day, went to the beach with Ameera and Jenna.
It was damn fun!
But before that, Jenna and Meera gave me my belated birthday gifts. They (and Jane) gave me a cat plushie with a birth cert. I named it San Jamiea. Go figure.
And Jenna gave me another separate present. The House Of The Dead 2 CD-ROM.
Anyway,
At first I was reluctant about going into the water...in a bloody kayak.
But then I had so much fun once I got the hang of it.

Then at about 2 we left the place, and I had to go shopping for school books with my mum at compass point. I was tired then, but who cares? I got a nice lollipop.

Then at night I followed my family to the tampines pasar malam. I was super tired then, but who cares? I was bored at home.

The next day had band. I was super tired, but who cares? It was the last day of band.

Nothing much happened.
So there. Adios.

smthg wrong wit the blog

heya.

There's something wrong with my blog.
My posts are all being striked though they're not supposed to be. i'm looking into this mater but I can't find anything amiss, mainly because I'm too lazy or careless to look for anything.

But anyway, I had band today. It was okay... Did some weird wheeling thingys. bejamin is always out. Causing me and ian to be out as well! Nevermind, the double horn he's trying is driving him nuts!

Tomorrow going to the beach to slack with Meera and Jena! This was one of my wishes last time, to hang out with my besties at the beach. But Jane is not going, obviously. She's back at Vietnam, thinking about us... Hehehe...

Well, I've gotta bring some food, drinks, my shades, my beach hat, shorts, tank, beach slippers... yep, I guess that's all! But i must brace myself for the 'huge' present ameera claims to bring me. They haven't given it to me for my birthday yet lol.

Well, I gtg sleep now. Gtg get ready for tomorrow's beach for bitch day!

Adios!

Does anybody even read this??

heya.

Sometimes I wonder why I write so much...
Especially when nobody ever reads my posts at all.
I've tried publicising on msn messenger. I should go and try friendster.
BUT I'VE TRIED AND NOBODY EVER READS MY POSTS AT ALL.


Dammit. Oh gosh I really needa space out.

Anyway, (lol)
I'm going to johore tmr. I'm not going for band (half-hurrah!)
And the whole car's gonna be super packed. Cos my sister's bf is coming along.
Not that I mind.
It's just that I feel uncomfortable hehe.
Especially when there's no space in the damn car!!

Damn.

Well then I gtg now.

Adios!

Resolutions.

Dear all.

I have decided to make a few new year (or end of year, at least) resolutions.
It's gonna be tough, but those that I decide to accomplish before the year ends, must be accomplished. If I can help it.

2005 End-Of-Year resolutions, before the year ends:
- To tell my current crush how I feel about him. (oo-er. tough shit i'm landing myself into...)
- To get a temporary job two weeks before going back to school.
- To bloody slim down!
- To get my voice to really sound nice and proper when singing.

2006 New Year resolutions, anytime before the stated year ends:
- PASS MATHS FOR ONCE.
- Work during the holidays to get money *muahahahha*
- Get into the band outdoor block
- Do well in IPW
- Take part in Talent Search and get into the finals. (If any)
- Make new friends! Have fun with juniors! hope they aren't lame.
- Play much better on my french horn than last time.

There should be more, but in case I forget next time, I should come back and refer to this. Hmm, I hope it won't get deleted like last time. I suspect foul play around the house...

well, that's it for now!

Adios!

Anyway...

I've realised that I've mentioned nothing about the farewell party a few days back on 9th Dec.
I decided to come later, at around 2++, cos I was too lazy to leave home.
Everybody was busy doing run-throughs for their performances...

During the last run-through(which was the full dress one), since I wasn't acting, I went to change into the so-called 'formal wear' that they told us to wear.

Went into the toilet with Firza, Yi Guan and Michelle.
Changed.
Hmm... I was weearing a 3/4 sleeved pink shirt with a white buttoned collar sewn onto it. It's sorta nice. I would have worn it with my checkered pink and black skirt but I lost it a few months back.
so I used my sister's black skirt instead.

So, we went out of the toilet to find the sec one malay boys drinking water at the water cooler.
I said a brief "hi" and went on my way to the auditorium.
From behind Kamarul went all, "Eh, nadia! Eh hi!"

Hahaha I didn't bother to turn around.

Anyway, everything happened. I became usher with the malay boys and firza and yi guan and other peeps, went downstairs... I became usher only after the rehearsals. *I'm innocent about the decorating thingys, don't look at me.*

Then the performances in front of the sec fours, and then dinner. Sat with the section and the sec one flautists.

Then my mom called me to say "be home early. be careful someone in the opposite block got murdered." I was all like WTH?!

then came the so-called prize givin ceremony. The sec fours saying thank you thank you thank you.

But anyhoos, I still had quite a good time. I really wanted to take more pictures with everyone but then the batt went flat and I was kinda shy to ask the guys lol.

Till next time,
ADIOS!

ARGGHHH!!

OMG DAMN!

If this is considered my first post, I have no idea what to say.
If this is considered a new blog, I also have no idea what to say.

Some of you may have noticed that my blog went missing a few days ago.
Well, I sorta reincarnated it back but then all the last posts have been removed. ALL. The tagboard, the old posts that have dated back since last year... And my profile.

Luckily I keep a backup template, in case it gets deleted by accident.
Anyway, I'm so happy to be blogging again. I've been waiting to unleash the sore feelings that my heart must let go of, before it goes kaboom. lol.

Firstly, two guys whom I thought I liked, don't like me anymore. I mean, one used to but the other one did not. But hey, I did think I liked them, so no harm was done. To me at least.

Anyway, had band today. First half of the practice was dedicated to indoor. Sec ones, today we suck. Tomorrow... We still shall suck the same. When we were falling in, we heard the netballers downstairs going, "Good morning Mr. BOK."
I could have bloody sworn that they were accenting on that BOK part. Sheesh that was weird. Tried to play all the pieces the main band were playing and all... I suck. I seriously do. I keep getting lost halfway throughout what we were playing lol.

Second half was outdoor. quite alright. Better than usual. No Michelle to bug me, cause I have new company!

Oh yeah anyway, this blog is still under re-construction, I think. It will take some time before it gets back to its old self. A blog filled with forty over posts... sniff. shit. Well then I'll catch you peeps later. When my blog is feeling much better. reincarnated blogs need time to recuperate from their bloody mishap!

Adios!