Bad day.

Cause you have a abd day, you take a walk down, you sing a sad song just to turn it around...

That song appeals to me so much but.
But I just hate thinking about incidents that make me mad.

i told jerk i forgave him, but did not allow him to make eye-contact or even speak with me. Maybe it wasn't clear by just ignoring his shit and replying his shit with utmost sarcasm. the look on his face when i said that phrase of sarcasm, I curled my lips in satisfaction. HAHAHAHA

maybe i shld make it clear to him that i am not going to talk to him or even look at him anymore. he's a geek, he's horrendously weird, he's a nerd, he's perverted (nerds tend to be perverts cos they noe they can never haf a girl of their own, thus only fantasising abt them) and he's a stupid spiteful jerk from hell. I can swear to that. I've been mean to michelle and i realise that. now i noe how she feels. So now i join forces with that fool and go against jerk.

I realise he's trying so hard to 'please' me by carrying the damn score stand for me when he never does that. I mean like, come on man, it disgusts me even more. if he was cute or handsome or nice or if he didn't even ASSAULT MY MODESTY, i wouldnt have been mad at him.

From now onwards, all im gonna do is ignore him. And tell him to stop looking at me as though asking for acceptance and forgiveness. And also make it clear to him that we are to treat each other as strangers and I don't care if he speaks to me. i already forgave him but that does not mean we can talk. Im still damn pissed with him. I worry for our juniors to have such a horrible senior like him. I'm undeniably PISSED OFF YOU BLOODY FREAK ARGH I HATE YOU TO THE CORE I'VE NEVER FELT SO MUCH HATRED TO A GUY LIKE THIS BEFORE. AND YOU'RE NOT EVEN A GUY, COS YOU'RE STILL A FAGGOT BOY FROM HELL WHO WEARS SOCKS SO HIGH AND IS SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT FROM PURGATORY! I WISH YOU WOULD AT LEAST CHANGE UR SECTION OR SMTHG OR EVEN BETTER, CHANGE TO ANOTHER FAGGOT SCHOOL. I CAN'T STAND BEING IN THE SAME SECTION AS YOU AND YOU MAKE ME WANNA SCREAM AT YOU.

I SWEAR IF HE TRIES TO MAKE EYE-CONTACT AGAIN, I SWEAR I'LL SCREAM MY HEAD OFF AT HIM. I DUN GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE AND I CAN SWEAR THAT THERE WILL BE NO MORE FRIENDSHIP BOND BETWEEN US. I SERIOUSLY PITY THAT FREAK WHOM DECIDES THAT HE BE HER HUSBAND. WAIT, HE WON'T EVEN GET FUCKING MARRIED. I FUCKING HELL THINK THATS FUCKING TRUE, AND ANY FUCKING GIRL WHO FUCKING ACCEPTS HIM IS FUCKING BLIND AND FUCKING STUPID, AND I FUCKING HELL HATE HIS FUCKING GUTS. I MAKE SURE I'LL PRACTICALLY FUCKING SCREAM AT HIM IF I CAN FUCKING HELP IT AND IF HE FUCKING TALKS BACK LIKE FUCKING USUAL, I SWEAR I'D FUCKING SMACK HIS FUCKING FACE SO DAMN FUCKING HARD THAT HIS FUCKING FAGGOT SPECS WOULD FUCKING FALL OFF!!!

I SWEAR I'VE NEVER MENTIONED 'FUCKING' SO MANY TIMES IN MY POSTS BEFORE AND I SWEAR I'VE NEVER USED CAPS LOCK FOR ALMOST THE INTIRE POST. THAT MEANS I'M FUCKING PISSED AND I CAN'T FUCKING REGAIN MY COMPOSURE.

there's band tmr and i have to FUCKING SEE HIM AGAIN. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU PEOPLE WHO KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT THINK. I AM NOT AFRAID OF SHOWING MY FEELINGS TO THE WORLD AND ESP WHEN IM PISSED. I DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK IM FUCKING MEAN OR IM FUCKING CRAZY. I DON'T FUCKING CARE. I HATE HIM AND I FUCKING THINK I NEVER WILL TREAT HIM LIKE LAST TIME. I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE KICKED HIS ****** WHEN I HAD THE FUCKING CHANCE.

I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME AND DO JUST THAT, AND NOT CRY IN FRON OF THE WHOLE BAND, AND ACTUALLY NOT DOING THAT FUCKING STUPID ACTIVITY THAT MADE ALL THIS SHIT HAPPEN. I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE STORMED OUT OF THAT ASSEMBLY PLAZA REGARDLESS OF WHAT THE SENIORS SAY. I DON'T CARE, BUT I FUCKING WISH THAT WE COULD TURN BACK TIME.

I FUCKING HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HIM!!!!
I WOULDN'T CARE IF NONE OF THIS HAD HAPPENED COS OF SOME STUPID ACTIVITY INITIATED BY SOME ARGH PERSON.